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03 May 2012 @ 03:23 pm

My mom pointed out that my face has gotten skinnier lately
i haven't noticed this until she said that
yay! i'm not longer the round chubby cheeks girl :D
i have no idea how this happened though =_=
i guess it comes along with my weight loss
or maybe it's just the natural process of aging =_=
either way, i like it
my face got skinnier but it's still pretty round
haha my chinky eyes will forever add to the roundness ^^;;

03 May 2012 @ 01:50 am

it's when you're within the weight range you're suppose to be
that's when it's hard to lose more weight
i'm 5'0" and i weight around 98 lbs
but i'm aiming for 90 lbs. a bit of a stretch but i really want to hit it
i'm ok with my stomach size but i would like to be skinnier
though my thighs are the biggest problem
i'm not born with thin thighs so imma have to fix that 
it's not that i'm unhappy about my weight
but that i want to push myself to finally have that skinny asian body
(skinny for asians isn't the same as skinny for american.
i think the definition for asians to be skinny is skinnier than the american definition
some don't like the asian skinny. because they do tend to get a bit extreme)
19 March 2012 @ 03:39 pm
so tired
yet it's only start of finals week
i'm gonna study until i pass out

29 December 2011 @ 11:18 am
damn i've been over sleeping like crazy nowadays
for a person who doesn't like to sleep
i sure sleep way too much
at least one good thing about this is
i don't eat as much if i wake up super late
27 December 2011 @ 07:36 pm

went for a night drive.... because being in the house all week is suffocating
27 December 2011 @ 12:29 pm

during finals week, i spent sometimes at this lovely hipster cafe
drinking my chai tea latte, sitting on the comfy couch listening to the smoothing christmas music
haha pretty nice huh? i usually feel uncomfortable in hipster places but it was busy during finals week
so that made me feel a bit better. i'm such a people person. I LOVE CROWDS :) usually

also had some yummy greek food for late lunch / early dinner ♥
19 December 2011 @ 08:30 pm
i really envy the ones who can fall in love
the ones who tried everything for love even if the love wasn't meant to be
just the feeling that they once had it all... what is it like?
to have it all,

i've been hurt... i've had my heart broken
but it wasn't from someone i loved.
it was from someone i admired very much but the bond wasn't real
16 December 2011 @ 12:33 am
to be honest
i don't think i'll be able to be happy by the end of this year
2011 has been horrible. the worst year yet!
and i keep trying to save this year by making the reminding days awesome
but let's be real. i'm still crying every night
i'm more depressed than ever
nothing is helping me feel better
but life is still wonderful, i might not see it right now
but i know it's goes on and this pain shall pass
11 December 2011 @ 11:09 pm
i miss having fun and being happy
06 December 2011 @ 08:50 pm
you had a lot of crooks try to steal your heart
never really had luck, couldn't ever figure out how to love
you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
now you're in the corner trying to put it together
how to love
for a second you were here
now you're over there
it's hard not to stare, the way you moving your body
like you  never had a love
the fact that you saw the world affected all your decisions
but it wasn't your fault
wasn't in your intentions
see i just want you to know
that you deserve the best
you're beautiful
and i want you to know, you're far from the usual